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You Howl. I'll Pick Up The Harmony.

Illmæli
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Loki started a long stretch to shake loose the aches of his body, even before he was fully awake, only to find his movement impeded by the thick arms of his new mate circling his pale waist possessively. Smiling to himself, he aborted his stretch and instead squirmed around to face his large, adopted brother, Loki tenderly running his hands across all of the taut and soft skin in his reach.

Thor was a very beautiful Alpha in Loki’s opinion. Tall, strong, golden, generous to even the least of beings and very kind. Although, every once in a while, his new mate’s gullibility or obliviousness was a nuisance. Loki loved him beyond reason regardless. Especially considering how long it had taken to convince Thor to bond with him despite his objections, which mostly revolved around the perceived idea that, even though Loki was not blood, they were brothers.

But Loki had a plan and had loved this Alpha for so long that he would not be dissuaded. They would not tell anyone of their intention to bond until Loki was finished with his mating heat; then after, no one could object because it would be done. Without a good reason, even the Allfather himself couldn’t break them apart.

No reason existed, not in <i>all</i> the Nine Realms.

Thor had finally agreed with a blinding smile, clear blue eyes shining with such happiness that Loki’s soft heart almost burst with the joy of it. Once his heat started, surprising shortly after his Alpha’s agreement and only a couple of scant days ago, Thor had taken him to the Alpha’s chambers and loved on him in ways that Loki had never known were possible. Better still was the feeling of Thor that he now carried in that lonely place in his soul, filled up with the bright, vibrant, solid presence of the being curled around him like he was the most precious treasure existing.

He thought, reluctantly, about slipping out of his Alpha’s bed to start his day, but Thor’s arms tightened around him even further and sleepy blue eyes blinked open, the contentment rolling off him in waves. “Hmmm, I have never awaken to an angel in my bed.”

Chuckling as his mate rolled Loki onto his back, Thor keeping him from moving with forearms resting to either side of the Omega’s narrower shoulders, he bent down and nuzzled against the black hair at Loki’s temple, breathing in deep. “Although I would never dream of limiting your freedom, I sometimes wish I could reinstate the old law. That an Omega was not allowed to leave his Alpha’s bed without permission.” Thor held him tightly for a moment longer before drawing back. “Looking upon your gorgeous face is something I wish to start all of my days with.”

“You do not need the old laws for that Thor. Unless matters dictate otherwise, it would be a pleasure to lay in wait for you to rise.” Loki flash one of his devious little smiles for his Prince. “Of course, those matters include the morning meal, your loud snores, or if I have a book which I need to finish…”

“You are in fine form this morning, my love.” Laughing, Thor kissed him soundly to still the incessantly quarrelsome tongue. “I suppose I will refrain from being offended if you leave before I wake. But not too often I hope.”

Pulling Thor down by his hard biceps, Loki whispered, “No, not often.” A soft sigh slipped out once Thor was more fully settled above him and Loki kissed him fervently, becoming aroused from just the feel of Thor’s skin pressed against his cool, ivory flesh. Easily Loki surrendered to it, exultant in the natural, pleasurable reaction to his Alpha’s touch. Thor wasn’t immune to Loki either, proving it when he effortlessly slid his hard shaft into his mate’s body, way eased by a combination of his Alpha pheromones infusing Loki’s body, helping it relax, and the still present ejaculate from the last two days of love-making that they hadn’t bothered to clean out.

Slowly and sweetly, mindful of how sore and aching Loki must be but not able to resist his beautiful mate, Thor took him to the pinnacle for the uncounted time, loud shouts echoing together when Loki erupted across his belly and Thor thrust in as far as he could go, spilling his seed deep and lodging his cock as far as it would go. Eventually, he rolled them back over so that his trembling Omega was sprawled across his sweat-damp, wide chest, Thor giving a satisfied rumble and a languorous smile.

Chuckling in the intimate quiet that surrounded them, Loki rolled his eyes, only pretending annoyance. “Fine, you oaf. Now that you have once again marked me, I must bathe so as not to seem as debauched as I feel. Would you like to join me?”

“I would, but I can not seem to make myself move.” Smiling even wider, which privately Loki didn’t think was possible, Thor reached up and gently tweaked a few of his mate’s raven strands that had fallen enough to partly obscure his face. “But if you would bring us back the morning meal, I would be willing to do anything asked to show my gratefulness to my thoughtful mate.”

“Really, beloved? A bribe?” Laughing at Thor’s unrepentant, still smiling, look, he rolled off of Thor and headed into the bathing chamber. Tossing a mischievous look over his shoulder at the last moment, he said, “I suppose I can request the kitchen staff to make you a plate of the table scraps.” The booming laughter that followed him into the bath was something he never wanted to lose.

~~~

Freshly washed and dressed, the bounce in Loki’s step had the few servants and warriors in the Royal Wing shaking their heads fondly, but he didn’t even seem to notice. He thoughts were on the heart he’d left with the dearly loved being who had fallen back to sleep while Loki was bathing. Which made Loki unutterably smug, to have worn out a man of Thor’s legendary strength and stamina.

Even distracted as he was, with the aid of his heightened sense of hearing that was a gift of his Jotun heritage, Loki picked up the whispering of his Alpha’s name from an empty sitting room halfway to the kitchens. Sure that it was a couple of Lords or Ladies spinning tales about the possible whereabouts of the missing Heir and being unwilling to pass up a juicy bit of gossip, Loki sidled up to press against the wall, straining to catch every word.

“… And you are certain we should not deal with Thor before His Majesty? They would be easier to dispose of separately.” A voice Loki had never heard before asked.

“Yes. If you take out one, the other will know there is a threat and will be that much harder to kill. Both at once will eliminate that problem.” Now that was a voice that Loki knew. Until that moment though, he was under the impression that the man was a loyal General to his adoptive father. For half a second, Loki mused that maybe he should pay more attention to the rumors and rumblings of the soldiers, because he had never seen this coming.

The pause was heavy with apprehension before the unknown man asked, “How?”

“A poison in their drinks at the banquet celebrating the new treaty with Midgard being held in two days’ time.”

“What about Frigga and Loki? Surely they will not stand idly by while the King and the Heir are dying. The Prince is a powerful sorcerer and would know something was amiss.”

General Dagr snorted softly in contempt. “Her Majesty always retires early from festivities and Loki is nothing but a Jotun runt orphan that the King took pity on and an Omega at that. Once I take the Crown, I will place him where every Omega belongs, at my feet stuffing that sly mouth with my shaft. Loki is no danger to us.”

Luminous green eyes narrowed, enraged. Not simply from the insults and threats of force to himself. No. <i>Thor was his</i>. No one, especially some common soldier with more balls than brains, was going to take his newfound happiness from him. <i>No one.</i>

Barely pausing long enough to capture a couple of wisps of air with his graceful hands and instructing them to listen for him in case these two met again to plot, Loki stealthily retreated far enough from the room’s doorway before turning and heading back to Thor’s room, dismissing plans as quickly as he formulated them.

Killing them outright would mean his own punishment and was not something Loki would enjoy. He also couldn’t approach his father with the knowledge of this plot. The General he’d heard was one of Odin’s most trusted and favorite soldiers, and the Allfather would probably assume that Loki was causing trouble, as he was wont to do. He couldn’t tell this to anyone else either, for the same reasons. Thor would believe him, but Loki was not blind. He knew his Alpha would follow his instincts and jump headfirst into a challenge, but Loki couldn’t have his mate injured while dealing with some lowly soldier and become vulnerable to the would-be assassins’ confederates. As powerful and cunning as Loki was, even he couldn’t protect Thor every second of the rest of their long lives. And he surely wasn’t going to allow Odin’s death either. Not when he wanted Thor to himself for as long as possible before his mate took up the mantle of Kingship. The Allfather’s death would interfere with that.

That left subterfuge and deceit as the only options left. The struggle to think of a workable plan of action only lasted a couple more steps. Silently opening the door to Thor’s chamber and seeing him peacefully sleeping on the large bed, Loki had a stroke of genius. A construct.

Suddenly sure of his path, Loki quietly approached the bed, admiring his beautiful and golden Alpha. On impulse, as he leaned down to begin the first step of his plan, he pressed a kissed to Thor’s lips so lightly it may as well had been done by a ghost. Then he laid a hand softly against Thor’s forehead, voice firm, reinforced with a touch of magic, as he commanded, “Sleep. Sleep.”

After a moment of monitoring his mate’s slumber to ensure the spell would hold, Loki quickly searched the bedroom, trying to find <i>something</i> of Thor’s to use as an anchor. Finally, his eyes lighted on the braces Thor always wore, that Loki had given him so long ago. They would work perfectly.

Snatching them up from the sitting table in front of one of the room’s many large windows, he held them in his hands, away from his body. Now came the hard part.

Loki concentrated on quality as he pulled in the dust motes from as far as he could call them, using them to build the body to the exact dimensions and coloring of his Alpha. Soft, shiny golden hair; startling blue eyes the color of Asgard’s summer sky; hard muscles and taut, flawless skin. Everything. Perfect enough to fool the King.

The simulacrum didn’t need to be stable for more than a few days, so he only added enough of his own essence to give it that long of a life, adding the magic to the bracers to further stabilize it‘s form. He gave it memories, carefully edited and changed in places, and pseudo-bond to make it react like it should before giving it instructions.

“You are Thor.” The blankness of the eyes left at the command. “You forced yourself on me, an Omega. Forced a mate-bond. You will offer no defense for your actions except your love for me. Do you understand?” The construct nodded.

He had a brief debate with himself on whether he should rest first, but decided to get his counterplot underway instead. After all, it wasn’t like he could rest peacefully beside Thor when the Alpha would be unable to hold him or make love with him. And the look of fatigue and strain from all of the power he just expended would lend credence to the tale he was about to spin. Finally, with a last longing look to his real mate laying magically somnolent on the bed, Loki turned to the construct. “Come. It is time for our act to commence.”

~~~

Really, Loki hadn’t expected his lie to work so well, but Odin’s thunderous face said it all.

“What were you thinking Thor? You know, better than any other, that forcing a mating bond with an Omega is an offense that will mean your death.”

Construct-Thor dropped to his knees where he stood at the foot of the Throne, next to a seemingly distraught Loki, head bowed in submission and shame. “I know Father, but I could not bear the thought of Loki finding another to bond with.” And really, Loki was more than pleased with how well his simulacrum was standing up to his father’s scrutiny. “I was desperate. I want no other mate and secured mine in the only way I could. I love him too much to allow him to leave me.”

Odin gave a heavy, understanding sigh and stood. “Thor Odinson, as punishment for your transgression, you are-”

That was his cue. “Father wait!” Loki jumped in before the Allfather could raise Gungnir and carry out the execution. “You can not kill him.”

“This is not open for discussion, my son. It is a matter of law.”

Warmed as he was by Odin’s use of the word son, Loki still needed the construct functioning if he was to succeed but he didn‘t let his tearful mask crack as he began to lay out his deceit. “I ask for lenience. Even though we are not blood, in all ways that matter, Thor is still my brother. And if you break our bond, I will not be able to have a mate. You know this.”

“I know Loki, but you know our laws. To force anyone is horrendous enough, but forcing an Omega, especially after all of the atrocities they were made to endure for eons, is unbearable. This must be done.”

Loki stepped in front of his creation, shielding it, sure of his ability to dissuade his father from killing ’Thor’. “What if I could find another way to break the bonding without spilling my brother’s blood? The Court would notice Thor’s absence if he was dead and this is not gossip you want to be the cause of. The House of Odin, unable to follow the laws? The damage this action will create is irreparable.” Now that he had Odin’s full attention, he went for his bargain, pulling together a dawning look of determination. “Give me a fortnight to see if the bond can be broken without driving either of us insane. Banish Thor for that time, telling any who ask that he is out adventuring, as he is wont to do. After a fortnight, if I have not deemed it possible to break the mate-bond, I will agree to do whatever is necessary.”

“It is true your skills are unequaled in magic, as well as knowledge.” The Allfather mulled the argument over for a moment, no doubt weighing Loki’s words against his own sense of justice. “I agree to your proposal.” Feeling smug about winning against his father, but not stupid enough to show it, Loki stepped aside. Odin raised Gungnir again. “Thor Odinson, as punishment for your transgression against your brother, instead of death, you will be sent to Àlfheimr to await Loki’s success or failure. I suggest that while you are there, you learn a measure of restraint, because I have no doubt your brother will accomplish his task and I do not want a repeat of this incident.” The construct didn’t even react to Odin’s words except to nod at the floor. Satisfied with ‘Thor’s’ subdued acceptance, he slammed the butt of the spear to the floor, producing a portal in a blinding flash of light that reached out and swiftly sucked Loki’s creation into it.

After a the span of a heartbeat, Loki murmured an request to withdraw, pleading fatigue and his father graciously allowed it.

Thor’s safety, and his own happiness, assured, Loki wandered back to his mate’s room to rest as he lost the tearful, wronged son persona. All that was left was to catch the assassins in the act and that took no great deal of power, just watchfulness for which he needed his mind fresh.

Nothing to actually do but wait.

~~~

Time had crawled for Loki, even while taking care of his bespelled Alpha, but finally the celebratory banquet began, splendid and magnificent even to Loki’s jaded eyes. Not that he really saw it after he passed through the giant doors leading to the Grand Hall. He was on a mission and would not let such an awesome sight distract him. Though he did permit himself to pluck one of the beautiful white moonflowers climbing along the columns and attach it to his jerkin.

Finding his prey wasn’t difficult either. General Dagr, when Loki covertly scanned the Hall, had already sequestered himself in a shrouded corner with his accomplice. He wasn’t really hard to spot either despite trying to hide behind a random pillar. His heavy-muscled bulkiness and sharply cut features were relatively common amongst the Aesir, however the General’s dark bronze hair and gold eyes stood out easily to anyone who was bothering to look. His companion on the hand was short but lean, lithe almost, sporting long hair so blond it was almost white. Loki couldn’t see his face from where he stood at the doors near the High Table, but the hair was unforgettable. It belonged to Lord Ein and now Loki knew why he didn’t recognize the voice. The Lord never really spoke in front of Loki that he remembered.

Amused at how simple it would be to keep an eye on them, Loki sauntered through the room to mingle with the other nobility and visiting dignitaries, answering questions about Thor‘s absence and spreading the lie of his brother‘s latest quest.

~~~

Loki just about sighed in relief when General Dagr finally got up the courage to make his move shortly after his mother retired for the evening. He couldn’t help but fleetingly think how much better his plan would have been if he’d been pondering killing the King and Heir, because these two bumbling idiots were trying his nerves. But he consoled himself with the knowledge that, once this was done, he could go wake his Alpha and seclude them in Thor’s quarters for as long as Loki pleased, to be loved on until Loki was content. He did not appreciate being kept from him mate’s intoxicating sexual dominance or his stable, calming presence. This threat took precedence though and, while he may be Omega, these cretins would learn that a Jotun Omega was every bit as powerful and lethal as an Aesir Alpha. And every bit as protective.

Ein was the distraction, he could see immediately, enticing Allfather into some topic of conversation and drawing his attention away from the casually slinking Dagr. Snorting quietly to himself at Odin’s trusting nature, Loki broke away from the crowd he was using as camouflage just as the General subtly produced a strangely shimmering vial from a pouch at his belt.

Just as he was about to dump the contents into Odin’s goblet, Loki laid a firm hand on his shoulder. The green eyes of the Prince flashed with total distain, calling up the ice that was a part of his very nature in the same instant, freezing every molecule of the offensive being completely.

To Loki, it was really a kinder death than was deserved.

Turning to flee, the Lord Ein was captured by Loki’s ice just as easily as Dagr and dead just as fast. Flickering a disgusted, remorseless look between the new statues, he finally noticed the dead silence in the Hall and looked at his father. “Well, that was anticlimactic.”

He dismissed the entire Court from his mind and pivoted, intending to leave and leave the details of this debacle to be discussed at a later time, but Odin’s booming voice stopped him abruptly. “You will explain this.”

The deep breath was required to keep his temper as he turned back to the King and gave the short version. “I had stumbled upon a plot to murder you and Thor shortly after he and I had formed a mate-bond. I took the necessary steps to eliminate the threat and guarantee my mate’s safety as any mate would do. I did not think you would require me to explain it Father.” Flashing the High Table a bright smile, Loki turned again, calling over his shoulder as he began his triumphant strut back to his Alpha, “I am now going to awaken the Heir, and hopefully consummate our new bond again.” Voice taking on a teasing lit, he added, “Do not expect us to be available for the next four days!”

Odin’s shocked bark of his name only added a happy bounce to Loki’s step. It wasn’t often he could surprise his father, but it would be a memory he would treasure.

~~~

End.

Fic: Las'hark
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Tel-Tor II Ne Ki'Ne II Aikum II Las'hark

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“I just can’t seem to relax with all this mess in my head.” Jim ran both his hands through his sweat dampened gold-brown hair with a weary frustration that blasted down their completely unshielded bond. The weight of it made him slump out of the wide, kneeling position he’d been holding, while naked no less, on the hard stone floor of the roofless and hot, sunlit monastery room.

Spock gave his t’hy’la - a man who was, without hyperbole, his reason for being and his entire existence - an almost helpless look from his own spot, kneeling on the floor also, scant centimeters away, facing Jim. “You must. I can not force your mind and body to be calm when I am required to use all of my psychic strength anchor you to yourself and to me.” Ruefully, he shook his head. “As highly as you prize and praise all the skills I possess, including my telepathic strength, even I have my limits ashaya. I am not a god.”

“I know.” Jim raised a hand to gently caress Spock’s cheek. “Truly, I know. Sometimes I forget that you really can’t do everything.” Bowing his head and letting his hand drop in defeat, he sighed. “I know I need to fix this, but isn’t there another way? I mean, seriously, how can this work when I can’t even focus enough, with all the extra memory that’s not mine floating around in there and making my skull feel ten times too full, to meditate?”

“We discussed this. You either single out and purge these fragments of information with my assistance, or to have a Healer wipe your memory of everything. There is no middle ground in this anymore, because you have allowed this wound to fester for far too long.”

And that’s what really upset Spock. Bad enough, in his mind, that his counterpart had not even tried to regained control of his emotions before the meld and instead accidentally thrust the entirety of his katra, as well as his mind, at Jim on Delta Vega in an effort to transmit all needed information as quickly as possible. Worse still, the ancient Ambassador had ‘left’ pieces of memory behind, only to learn of it some months later, even before Spock had taken Jim as bondmate. However, he did not bother to inform Spock, or Jim himself for that matter, that what Jim was beginning to experience at the time was not a mental illness or deficiency cause by space sickness or trauma.

The absolute worst part about the whole affair, at least to Spock, was, instead of confiding in Doctor McCoy or Spock when confronted with these pieces, Jim decided it was nothing to be concerned about and that it would ‘work itself out.’ That was not the eventual outcome and Spock should not have allowed Jim to charm him into believing it wasn’t anything more than a simple nightmare twenty-eight Terran months ago. Should have demanded that his bondmate, though he wasn’t Spock’s mate at the time, see the Healers on the colony then, when it would have been an easier matter to deal with. Before they had almost completely subsumed Jim’s real memories and compromised his mind, endangering his command.

But even after they had bonded, Jim’s dissimulation of the increasingly frequent sleep disturbances should have clued Spock on to the fact that his Captain was not well at all and hiding the exact nature of the issue. Especially once the memories started to present themselves as flashbacks during Jim’s waking hours. The Ambassador’s memories began to supplant Jim’s actually memories shortly thereafter, causing a great deal of fear and confusion for Jim and bleed-through to his t‘hy‘la. Having had enough of the Human’s prevarication on the topic whenever another incident occurred, Spock, who had been respecting Jim’s privacy by not delving into his thoughts at all times, finally pieced together enough of the facts to realize just what his bondmate was hiding and forced him to be examined.

Mostly by luck, the Enterprise had been in a sector close to the colony delivering supplies to another planet when the problems became out of hand and only required a couple of days to detour to it. Once seen by a Healer to confirm what Spock suspected, they were granted medical leave by a worried McCoy and sequestered to a meditation room, in the hopes that Jim’s sanity could be saved one way or another.

After two more days wasted on failed attempts of suppressing the psychic pressure in Jim’s mind through normal techniques, Spock was running out of ideas and they were both fast running out of time.

“Perhaps we should try an alternate and more basic method to quiet your mind.” Tilting his head slightly to compensate for the cacophony of Jim‘s psychic noise, mentally pulling up and discarding the few avenues left, he finally settled on one that he was most familiar with and that Jim would have to concentrate on, since he did not have much experience with the physical sensations he would be required to know and use. “A guided meditation. The v’ree’lat-las’hark would work best.”

“The what?”

“The literal translation is ‘searching sun.’” Spock gave into a sudden impulse and scooted those last couple of inches of space between them, enough so that their knees were touching, before he continued. “Our fire pot meditation came from this one. It was designed eons ago, so that Warriors could burn through the useless thoughts, so that one may have a clear mind, solely focused on a forthcoming battle. I believe it will help.”

“Yeah.” Jim gathered himself and straighten his pose again. “Although, it’s kind of apropos in this situation. Warriors used to use this before war, I gather, and I feel like I’m about to go war, just against my own head. You know what I mean?”

Suddenly overwhelmed by Jim’s simple statement that reminded him of the gravity of the trial they were facing, Spock felt a tear slip free of his impossibly tight controls to slide down his cheek. It was not the first time Spock‘s emotions showed over this. “Just as in war ashaya, if you do not succeed here, you will lose your life. If that happens and the odds are not in my favor, I will be driven insane. If they are, I will follow you.” It was struggle, but Spock pulled himself together for Jim’s sake. Barely. “However, I am in no rush to lose you, so we will find a way.”

“Oh t’hy’la, of course we’ll beat this.” Reaching, he yanked Spock into a hard hug, trying to convey every ounce of love and devotion, down to the last gram, that he felt for this wonderful being who loved him with a conviction that left him humbled. “I just need to stop bitching and get it done.” Sliding his hands from around Spock’s shoulders to gently cup his jaw on both sides, watching the dark brown eyes sparkle with love and determination for just a moment before he was kissing the breath out of his mate, moaning faintly from the hot and sweet taste. Pulling back, Jim smiled as an idea struck him. “Would you make us One, my love?” Even as Spock opened his mouth with to decline, Jim touched his calloused fingers to the stern mouth he’d just kissed. “Please? I want the feeling of your love and passion to be the memory I can hold onto in this fight, instead of days of nervous anxiety and exhaustion and fear.”

“We are always One, and I will be honored to continue to prove that to you.” The implication, that they would survive this, wasn’t lost on Jim. “However, if this is what you require of me to sooth your katra  enough for another attempt, I will do this for you Jim.”

Jim let out a deep sigh of relief, then started peppering feather-light kisses randomly across Spock‘s face. “Thank you,” he said gratefully as Spock carefully laid him on the hard floor. “Thank you.”

“I do not need to be thanked t’hy’la.” Flashing a small and warm smile, Spock ran his hands happily over Jim’s chest and stomach, stopping to tweak either nipple as he felt them and just generally soaking it the feel of the Human‘s cooler skin. “It is no hardship that you ask of me.”

Jim knew it was a little though. Spock had been with him through the entire ordeal so far and while his bondmate was no slouch, this had to be just as draining for him as it was for Jim. Damn his selfishness, but he couldn’t seem to stop himself from wanting this, especially considering it might be the last time they had to share their love in this manner.

Bending down, Spock nipped firmly at his throat in reprimand when Jim’s thought filter through their bond. “Such fatalistic thoughts have no place here.” Lifting up enough to watch the eyes he loved beyond sense light up brighter than the hottest blue stars in the galaxy, he leveled a stern look at Jim. “I will not warn you again.” And Jim knew, if their love-making was happening under normally circumstances, the consequences would have been a rough, scorching ride to heaven and not being able to sit right for a couple of days as a reminder for Jim to pay attention to Spock.

Not this time. This time it was an empty threat, because he could feel Spock’s intent to love on him slowly and sweetly, which was a heavenly feeling in it’s own right. “I’m here, with you.”

“Good.” Spock resumed his easy petting of Jim’s flesh, the strokes becoming longer passes each time, until his hot hands were moving from the top of Jim’s shoulders to almost his knees, every brush barely ghosting over his already rising shaft. He didn’t try to hurry Spock, no matter that his body was arching to follow hot Vulcan hands, running his hands in turn along Spock’s back and arms and neck and sliding them through the satiny black hair, aware that his bondmate knew he needed to pick up the pace. Needed as this interlude was, they were still using time they really didn’t have.

After another few precious seconds of simply touching each other, easy Vulcan strength lifted and spread his legs wide, Spock shifting down as he rolled Jim up so that almost all his weight was resting on his shoulders and the rough, alien tongue rasped wetly over Jim’s hole. “Ah!”

Spock always anticipated the gasp of pleased surprise his bondmate made every time his tongue licked the Human’s twitching entrance. Reluctant to rush their copulation but needing to regardless, Spock, who frantically carried on tasting his mate, started to stroke his penis gathering as much of his own oily natural secretions, already spilling out copiously, as he could to make penetration as easy as possible under the conditions present. In short order he started to push his agile fingers in as quickly as Jim could comfortably accommodate them. Preparation still took a couple of minutes, but Spock used the time wisely by nuzzling the underside of Jim’s testicles and alternating between lapping his t’hy’la’s slowly loosening hole and the head of his steel hard cock, Jim showering him with heartfelt praise interspersed with gasps and moans and sighs, and grasping Spock’s hair just shy of violent need.

Jim didn’t have to tell his Vulcan he was ready, he just knew. Spock sat back on his heels, dragging Jim up with him to straddle his lap, and pushed home with a wild cry of ecstasy. The firm hands spanning Jim hips wouldn’t allow him any freedom to set their pace, instead pushing and pulling him at his mate’s direction. Surrendering himself to it, Jim threw his arms around the sparse ivory shoulders and kissed Spock once more, with everything he had, and held on tight. Each push slid him down corded thighs, stopping just short of losing the hot, double-ridged shaft inside him; each pull making the cock in his ass inch in deeper than the time before, hammering his prostate with solid and measured precision, rubbing his own, already leaking, erection against the lean torso of his mate.

Without any warning, Spock moved his hands, not even breaking stride. One settled against Jim’s tailbone, long fingers molded to the curve of it in such a way that the tips rest on the rim of Jim’s entrance, feeling his penis gliding into and out of his Human’s beautiful body. The other settled confidently on Jim’s face in the position that was so familiar it seemed, to Spock at least, that they had been doing this since before Time began. “K’diwa.” The whispered endearment was just the prelude to the feeling of them flowing together.

Faster than sound, faster than light, so fast that it was almost instantaneous, their souls wrapped around each other with a desperation that staggered them. But the feeling of Oneness that Jim craved settled fully in his heart. He tightened his arms when Spock sped up his thrusts, still basking in the kaleidoscope of Spock’s presence and love, loathe to have the experience come to an end. Spock’s feelings echoed Jim’s own,.

End it did though, in a spectacular, sublime rush of orgasm. A last firm thrust against his prostate sent a hot jolt of pleasure up his spine and Jim was done, coming against his Vulcan’s stomach while moaning brokenly into a sweet kiss. Spock wasn’t far behind. A couple of strokes into Jim’s tight, shuddering body was all it took and with a loud gasp of Jim’s name, he was done.

He didn’t pull free of Jim immediately, instead wrapping his arms around Jim’s waist to hold him there. When Jim made a breathless questioning sound, Spock squeezed him a little bit tighter, voice not quite steady. “Only for a moment more, t’hy’la.”

Well, Jim wasn’t going to argue with that, not when he could catch his breath and wallow in the sensation of the strong arms around him.

True to his word, much to Jim’s chagrin, Spock only held him another handful of seconds before shaking off the afterglow and easing out of his bondmate, but not before giving Jim one more sweet kiss. “As much as I would rather not, we must begin again with your meditation.”

Nodding and shaking off most of his own bliss, Jim gingerly settled back into his kneeling pose, not bothering to ask if there was a cloth to clean himself up with. The room they were isolated in was bare of everything save the two of them and he was acutely aware of the semen starting to dribble out of his loose hole onto the floor but it was easily ignored. “Right. So how are we doing this?”

“Close your eyes.” Making his voice as smooth and soft as possible, Spock continued speaking. “Do you remember how hot the three suns of Vulcan felt standing on the drilling platform of the Narada?” A slow nod was his only answer, but the faint flash of memories, both Jim’s and the Ambassador’s, coming through there bond was all the answer he needed. “On the surface of Old Vulcan during midday, the temperature was one point six four times that of the upper atmosphere where you stood. Even hotter than the sunlight in which we sit. Have you ever felt that level of heat?”

“Kind of like being scalded with hot water, I think.”

“Exactly so.” Face soften into a fond expression, Spock issued his next instruction. “I want you to carry that sensation of burning with you into the simple meditation I taught you. Every time a thought interrupts you, set fire to it with that feeling.”

Receiving another slow nod to show understanding, Spock resigned himself to wait, barely keeping his impatience at bay as his bondmate submerged into his own fraying mind.

It took time, but slowly, imperceptible at first, the ‘volume’ of Jim’s mind began to decrease after every quick flash of ‘heat’ flowed through their link. Time kept crawling at a snail’s pace it seemed, until, at last, his bondmate was calm enough to truly begin.

“Now ashaya,” Spock adopted a smooth cadence to his voice again, not wanting to break Jim’s concentration. “I will meld us as deep as I can, to make holding your katra together easier. I will not let you go.” Crossing the small distance between them with only his hands, he stopped a hairsbreadth from Jim’s serene and sweating face. “Are you prepared?”

Bright blue eyes opened, flashing with purpose. “Yes, because this is one war I refuse to lose. Let’s do this.”

~~~

End.


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Jethro adjusted his stance slightly to more fully and comfortably lean against the house’s back, outer wall. Stood watching the light from the four large pillar candles flicker and the bright, heavy, full moon reflect off of his Agent and the tools laid carefully on the natural oak alter that he’d constructed just for Tim to use.



He had watched the entire ritual, from the very start to the very finish, in absolute silence, not willing to break the simple and moving Casting even by accident. It was also calming, despite the oddly charged feeling in the air. The warm breeze continuously blowing through the unseasonably warm night was nice too, bringing the soft murmur of McGee’s voice to him easily and making Gibbs grin. It was the same Circle dismissal that he always used, despite the ritual being one that Gibbs had never seen before, right before he grounded the energy into the altar, finishing whatever bit of Casting was being done for the night.



When Gibbs had first found Tim doing magick, he was willing to admit that he’d been highly skeptical. Really, it seemed like something only done in the movies! Or in the ancient tales of Gods and animal sacrifices and drunken orgies, not something a very practical, down-to-earth techno-geek would think worked. But the night he’d first found Tim at Rock Creek Park, and most especially the conversation they’d had later over dinner, had been enlightening. Talked about how the rituals focused Tim’s mind on the energy he used for spell work. How quantum theory helped the boundless natural power surrounding everything do what he wanted it to, even molding it into specific outcomes.



Still had been dubious after that, but wanted to make sure his Agent could practice safely and so built a good sized, heavy oak altar out of natural deadwood that was placed in the back yard, which blew McGee’s mind. Told him that he expected McGee to come over anytime he needed to use it, and it was not up for discussion.



Tim came often, more so than Gibbs originally anticipated, not that he would have been rude enough to tell McGee not to. The first few times, Gibbs had disappeared into the basement to give him his privacy, but always showed up before the end. Over the last few months though, he found himself staying longer and longer, until he was watching for the whole ritual. The younger man never protested once.



Another thing that changed, besides his habit of observing, was his skepticism. Mostly, it was noticing the subtle parts of how Tim’s spell work their behalf influenced things. Like a seemingly perfect shot by a suspect only grazing one of his team or missing altogether. A break in a case that no one else would have made. Incidents of that nature, which Gibbs would usually put down to luck. But nobody was ever that lucky all the time. Now he knew why.



Other things swayed his opinion too though. One instance, just as Tim was completing his ritual work for the evening, they’d gotten a call out. As he was telling him about it, Gibbs placed a hand against the hard wood of the altar. One brief bit of contact with the warm surface, which it shouldn’t have been at all considering it was deep winter at the time, shot an odd and energizing something up his arm that had kept him happy and feeling great for days after. Or every time Tim was petitioning the Divine Source directly, he would carry away from the encounter an inner glow that wouldn’t fade for weeks.



But, what convinced him that whatever his Agent was doing was real, was what happened only two months prior. A heavy rainstorm during a hard and brutally fast-moving murder case, Gibbs and Tony were coming back to the Yard with information to catch the psychopath when a speeder slid on the very slick road and crashed into their car. The wreck totaled the car and should have killed them both but, miraculously, with the exception of some scuffs and bruising, both he and Tony walked away from it unharmed. Quite a while later, after the suspect was apprehended, Tim had pulled him aside and showed him the contents of the small pouch from the first time Gibbs had found him in the park, asking if he could come and empower new ones.



Clutched in McGee’s hand were the Gunnery Sergeant rank that was used for Gibbs’ talisman and the miniature NCIS badge that was used for Tony’s. Both were black as raven wings. They hadn’t been the night before. There were no doubts after that.



While lost to his memories, Tim had packed up his tools and approached quietly, waiting. It took him a moment, but he finally broke free of his thoughts and motioned for Tim to come inside so they could eat. Whatever kind of energy he was using really took it out of him often, so Gibbs always made sure to feed him before he left. “What were you doing tonight? I tried to figure it out, but I’ve never seen you do that kind of ritual before,” he asked, knowing that he was only going to get a general explanation from McGee, instead of details. That was pretty much expected by this point. Once, when he’d asked and not been given what he thought was a complete answer, Tim had sat him down and told him that most Pagans would never give specifics of a working to anyone not participating because of the chance that an outsider’s negative view of magick might affect how the energy flowed. Like how too many roadblocks on a street would slow a car down or send it down the wrong path and might even stop it completely. Gibbs wasn’t upset about the general answers after that, respecting what Tim told him.



“Just, ah, paying my respects to the Divine, Boss.” The fidgeting his Agent was doing, putting his case of tools on the kitchen table and straightening it unnecessarily, told that there was more to it. Raising an eyebrow, Gibbs waited. Then it clicked.



“Worship, McGee?”



“Yeah, Boss.” Tim hung his head, almost like he was ashamed of what he confessed.



To say that Gibbs wasn’t surprised would be a lie. He was, a little. Especially considering he’d always been under the assumption, from what little Tim would tell him of the wildly varied beliefs of Pagans, that the Divine, by whatever name it was called, was more respected and honored than worshipped and adored. A partnership, if anything. “I didn’t know you could do that.”



Glancing up shyly and a little uncertain, McGee nodded. “You can. I do, in fact. Everyday at some point.”



“Considering how much we’ve been watched over and protected by the Powers That Be, saying thanks is the least we mere mortals can do.” Tilting his head to the side for a moment to think, he added, “I wouldn’t mind showing my thanks also if you don’t have a problem with it. Know that you’re, uh -” Gibbs only struggled to remember the word for a second before latching on to it, “solitary, so I don’t want you to think you have to let me.”



Stunned, Tim nodded. “Sure, if you want. You can join me during the next Full Moon.” The curious silver eyebrow went up, and Tim answered. “It’s when I hear Them best.”



“Them?”



“Well, yeah, Boss.” When Gibbs just gave him a blank look, he sighed in mock despair then grinned. “Come on, I’ll explain the vast and varied ideas of the Divine over dinner. I’ll even buy.”



As they were grabbing their jackets, Tim thought of something else that made him chuckle quietly. “You should be thankful that I don’t worship Them with the Great Rite.” Another blank and curious look flashed through blue eyes and Tim smiled bigger, “I’ll explain that too.”



And really, Gibbs couldn’t wait.



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End.


Fic: Partner
wingstar102

II Lover II Partner II

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“Mmmm, you smell delicious.” McGee leaned a little harder into Gibbs, despite the hot summer night, trying to bury his nose further into Gibbs’ neck as they made their way carefully up the stairs and into McGee‘s small apartment, almost rubbing up against him with every stilted step. Bullet hole in Tim’s left leg coupled with the heavy pain killer and the muscle relaxant in his system didn’t allow for much grace, proven true when he had to steady McGee better to keep from almost falling again. Still, made Gibbs a little hot and uncomfortable. Who knew McGee was this sensual when his inhibitions were lowered? Might explain why Gibbs never really saw his Agent doped up on pain pills before or why McGee took great care in making sure he didn’t have more than a glass of wine or a beer whenever the team went out for drinks after a hard case. Tim, for all his openness, wasn’t much for letting people see him at less than his best.



Idly, Gibbs wondered just how frisky Tim would get when he was drunk if it only took a small dose of codeine, and an even smaller one of diazepam, to affect him like this. And he also wanted to know if it was just him that Tim wanted to maul or if anybody would’ve done.



He returned his full attention to the task at hand, because juggling the keys was a pretty difficult affair without McGee being able to actually put weight on his leg. The bullet he’d caught earlier in the day had entered into his thigh about midway up and to the outside of the bone before exiting. Simple enough to treat, but painful and awkward to stand still or maneuver with. Gibbs had done the only thing he could do, what he did for any of his team. Offered his company and assistance to his Agent for the duration it would take for him to mend. Tim wasn’t even given the option of refusing, not that he really could, considering how high he was.



Eventually made it through the front door though. Got to the bedroom too, and Gibbs only had to fend off a tiny bit of groping. Trouble really started as he tried to pull Tim’s shirt off and settle him on the large, scrupulously-made bed. He should have anticipated it, but worry had overridden the doctor’s warning of side effects, so he really didn’t count on Tim’s drugged mind to take even the most clinical touch to be an attempt at seduction. But, sure enough, Tim’s arms wound around the back of his neck and pulled him down for a hot kiss the instant Gibbs was close.



Now, as much as everyone joked about it, Jethro Gibbs wasn’t blind. And McGee wasn’t a chore to look at, not by a long shot. He had always found Tim’s expressive and guileless nature attractive and arousing, as much as the long legs, beautiful eyes and sharp mind. However, Gibbs, only allowing for brief affairs with both sexes after his last ex-wife just so he didn’t get his heart stomped on again, refused to make McGee another notch on his bedpost, so to speak. Especially right now, when he couldn’t actually give informed consent. Reluctant though he was, he gently untangled himself. “Not really the time for that McGee.”



The breathless chuckle he got from Tim was not exactly what he expected. Neither was the hazy look he got, almost like he wasn‘t really talking to Gibbs. “Oh, a seduction. Usually when I’m dreaming, don’t need it. Like the change.”



“You think you’re dreaming?” Well, that wasn’t expected either.



“Have to be.” Tim’s striking green eyes, pupils so small because of the codeine, caught Gibbs easily. “The real you never touches me. Ever.”



Opening his mouth to correct him, he thought better of it and just shook his head, sure his Agent wouldn’t remember if he told him otherwise at the moment. Possible that McGee was telling the truth though. Hell, who was he kidding? His Agent was right. Touching Tim for anything more than a headslap would start Gibbs down a dangerous road, could lead to things that Gibbs really wanted, but might hurt them both in the end. So touching him was something Gibbs avoided like the plague.



Instead of saying any of that, he continued to pull the scrub top off and help Tim carefully arrange himself on top of the thick, ivory colored comforter spread across the bed. Took all of his formidable resolve not to join Tim, but he managed. Barely. But only far enough to drag over the heavy, old recliner he’d spotted in the room close so he could keep an eye on the injured Agent. Ok, both eyes, but honestly, when did he ever really get the chance to look his fill without being caught? To enjoy Tim’s handsome, unassuming face without having to explain?



To watch Tim slowly run his hands down that creamy expanse of torso? “What are you doing Tim?” And no, his voice did not catch a little. And no, his jeans were not becoming too tight.



Tim gingerly shifted enough to comfortably look at him with a dreamy expression and gave that breathy chuckling again. “I’m going to entice you. You’d be in bed with me otherwise, not staring at me like you want to eat me alive.”



“That so?”



“Yeah,” Tim answered as he started to trail his hands lower, down until they were skimming the waistband of the scrub pants he was wearing. That had Gibbs feeling a bit hotter. He knew that because Tim’s boxers had blood all over them and a hole from the bullet, he wasn’t wearing anything underneath. “Always like that.”



“Like what?” He nearly smacked himself for walking right into that trap. Had to be a trap. McGee always knew just what to say to get him to ask the question he wanted. Too smart for his own damned good, even doped up to the gills.



“Steal into my room and take me over.” He slipped his hands farther into the scrubs and Gibbs had no doubt that Tim was starting to touch himself. “Have been for so long, I don’t remember when I’ve dreamed of anything else.”



Temperature in the room seemed to jump all of a sudden to blistering, making Gibbs unobtrusively pull at the collar of his thin polo shirt. “Take you over?”



“Oh.” Tim flashed a hot and wicked little grin at him. Personally, he never would have thought his Probie was capable of the expression. “Love it when you want details.” Tim grasped himself more firmly. “Favorite is when you just barge in, slick me up and sit me in your lap facing you. Can kiss you all I want that way.”



Gibbs could picture it too. Tim, flushed and panting, arms wrapped around his neck and letting Gibbs move him any way he wanted. Buried deep and so close there was barely an inch of space between them, skin rubbing against nothing but soft, sweat-slick skin. Kissing with hard but playful passion.



A groan escaped before he could stop it, but damn if the image Tim’s words evoked wasn’t hot enough to scorch.



He noticed, once he shook the picture out of his head, that Tim was not helping. In the ten seconds he’d been imagining the scene, somehow Tim had managed to tug his pants down far enough to let his erection pop free, but not let the elastic waistband rest on his bandages. Was petting it too, just the tip. Gibbs swallowed hard, the bulge in his own pants becoming more painful by the second. “Should really put that away, McGee.”



“Thought you liked it when I teased you.” Damned full bottom lip slid out, just the slightest bit, morphing Tim’s expression into a pout. The long stroke he gave to his cock kind of ruined the look, but Gibbs didn’t mind. “Remember you askin’ me once to tell you about a fantasy I had. Sat in that chair, pulling on that large cock of yours, hard as nails. Demanding I tell every tiny, carnal detail.” A gentle shift of Tim’s right leg gave enough space for him to slide his other hand down to palm his balls and, Gibbs would bet, tease his hole with the very tips of his fingers.



But, with Gibbs sitting so close to the huge bed, it was the man’s leg pushing against him that set of the blaze in his body.



Unsnapping his jeans to relieve the pressure didn’t help much, not that he thought it would. Grappling with his morality, with his conscience, for only a few seconds and rationalizing to himself that since he wouldn’t touch McGee in his semi-conscious state, it would be more like a voyeur watching a live show than anything else, he pulled his achingly hard dick out and sighed in relief.



“Was wondering how long you were gonna hold out on me.” Flashing another wicked grin at him, Tim started to stroke himself a little faster, eyes fluttering shut in bliss and breath coming out in shallow pants. “Want to know if the real you is as fantastic as you. If I was brave enough, I’d corner him in the elevator at work and find out. Throw the stop, drop to my knees and blow him in the middle of the day.”



The reminder that his Agent thought they were part of a dream, that Tim thought he was talking to a phantom, seriously lessened the guilt Gibbs felt about the whole encounter. Not enough to violate his conviction not to touch though, but definitely enough to allow himself to reach for his own cock and give it a rough pull. And to encourage Tim. “That all you would do?”



Tim didn’t even open his eyes when he answered, but the groan gave away that he’d heard the question. “No. I’d wait ‘til the end of the day, after everyone left and flirt with him until he threw me down the desk and fucked me.” Tim started fisting himself harder and faster, and Gibbs started to match his pace, watching McGee’s other hand work under his scrubs, knowing that he was probably starting to finger himself. He envied those long, elegant fingers sliding into the hot and soft body. The hitch in Tim’s breath pulled his gaze back up to the bright but drugged green eyes. “Think I want him to make love to me in his basement the most though.” He picked up the pace of his strokes even more, Gibbs right there with him. “Push me up against the side of his boat, lift me up and just slide home.”



He closed his eyes so that he could picture that one too. Scent of sawdust and sex everywhere, arms under Tim’s legs, spreading him wide, and hands braced against the side of whatever boat was being built. A slow, easy rhythm making the man gasp his name and tremble. Kissing when he could and nipping at all the pale, creamy flesh in his reach every time Tim’s head fell back against the wood. The scene he saw, Tim’s head thrown back in ecstasy and a faint shout as the Tim in his mind reached completion, fractured as his orgasm barreled through him. So lost in his own pleasure, he almost didn’t hear the loud gasp of his Agent finding his own release.



Once the tremors faded and his heart started beating normally again, he opened his eyes and promptly chuckled. Tim had finally passed out from the medication and had left a mess on himself. Quietly, Gibbs snagged some tissues from the box on McGee’s nightstand, cleaning his chest and stomach off fast then gently wiping off Tim’s hands, stomach and cock, thinking.



Maybe he could try to build something with Tim and not mess it up. What had just happened, as distant as Gibbs had tried to keep himself, was enlightening and moving, more so than anything had been in a long time. Wasn’t a memory he was going to forget or bury anytime soon, so maybe he should give the idea of them together the attention it deserved.



Settling back in the old chair after putting Tim back to rights, he dozed off, still thinking about the possibilities.



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